okay. so i'm blogging because of juliet. haha!

so... what can i update about.
OH!
haha. sorry for the previous post. i just felt like writing that. dont worry. it's not a suicidal note or something. haha! man. im not a suicidal person. erm, i may THINK suicidal-ly, but i dont ACT suicidal. yeah(: cause i know where's my limits. though frankly, sometimes i tend to forget them :/

so i'll have to revise on math, science and geog. terrible terrible ): i could really imagine myself flunging all 3 subjects. GREAT. wonderful la...D: but BUT! i'm so happy that i'll be going out with gf straight after the last paper(: since i dont wanna go home straight like last year. haha. i shall try my very best for the papers and erm, make sure that i wont regret after handing in the paper.

went out with gf just now. then in the train, i asked her "what's your ambition?". haha. i dont know why, but that question just popped out from my head. & she didnt know how to answer. cause she dont have an ambition. & so was i, stuck to that question without even knowing my own answer. yes. it makes me feel bad. well, US, i mean. sighs.



"Your ambition is to be a doctor," says Dad.
"No. You want to be a lawyer," says Mother.
i stare into the mirror, & all i could see was a girl still struggling to find her true self.